[27 Nov 2003|10:22am] Hey. I activated this thing for a while; but will delete this later again. I have another lj known as "mothgirl": I'll start writing to it soon. You can add it to your friend list and if I know you somehow, I'm quite sure to add you back ;) Even if I don't, I decided to make all art posts public there. (when I make them, that is.) so if you just read this because of them, no worries. I no longer wish to have this account because it carries too much sad and painful memories with it...it has become a burden to me. And I need a place to feel more comfortable in, because things are very rough to me now. No more about that, but yes, see you elsewhere. and a most sincere fuck you to certain person - if you had any idea how much you have hurt me, would you care? Comments: 9 burn

[26 Nov 2003|10:26am] [ mood | uncomfortable ] Goodbye (for a while.)

[23 Nov 2003|09:27pm] [ music | wumpscut : christfuck ] From jame0 * Date you joined? 2001-05-15 01:35:10 (I made this thing when it was still free for all ^^) * Number of journal entries? 1 129 * Number of people on your friends list? 68 * Person that introduced you to LJ? Nobody, I found it myself. * Still friends with this person? Yes, I am friends with myself. * How many people have you introduced to Live Journal? I am not totally sure, but I recall giving three codes to my friends. Two of them didn't have a journal before, so I guess I've introduced now. * List everyone on your friends list you have met in person: Projectwinter and hmmm, that's it for now. Hopefully more in the future ;) * Anyone on LJ you can't stand? Dreamchord, that stupid little bitch. * Name one person on your friends list you would most like to meet? I can't choose just one! :( * Last person you added? *tries to remember* ...not sure. Probably re-added Jer. * Ever banned someone from commenting in your journal? Never. * Biggest pet peeve about lj: Quizzes. * Do you feel close to most of the people on your friends list? Yep, otherwise I couldn't list them as friends. Date created: 2001-05-15 01:35:10 Date updated: 2003-11-21 03:12:30, 2 days ago Journal entries: 1,129 Comments: Posted: 2,106 - Received: 3,031 Comments: 2 burn

[21 Nov 2003|01:10pm] Dentist. Half of the mouth swollen again, two teeth less, spitting blood. Blaaargh. Until February I'm going to look like prostitute from 1800s London, the very same one that Jack the Ripper killed, at least what it comes to teeth. Well, not really, but there are two teeth missing. Better not laugh very much :( Luckily in February they'll start a big operation with my teeth, crowns, bridges, other stuff and hopefully the result will be quite normal teeth again. Hopefully it is worth of all this pain... Comments: 2 burn

[20 Nov 2003|12:08pm] ( dream : 20112003 ) Comments: burn

[17 Nov 2003|01:28pm] Silly links for the day: Go get him girls! Imagine how he'll explain this in jail - "I, umm, got beaten by a bunch of catholic girls..." Do you have no sex life? Too bad this is closed, you could have won the sweater of pure sex for just 250 dollars. It probably oozes something that just will get us girls wet. I cry many moons. What the hell? No really...what the HELL? Comments: 4 burn

[13 Nov 2003|03:49pm] [ mood | fuck you ] [ music | fuck you ] I have one of the moments where I just want to grab a chaisaw and give the population of my city a good old harvesting. Must be because a) People are fucking lying bastards. b) People never keep their word. c) People are annoying and stupid. I think the world would be much better place if everyone just did what I said. Well, better for me, at least. Fuckit, is it four already? *groan* I think I'll get the hell out of here and go to place where nobody will be able to follow, eat some chocolate all alone and think of ways of brutally murdering people. I so dislike them at the moment. Kill kill, kill kill. Comments: 3 burn

[12 Nov 2003|01:56pm] Harry Potter is bit last week for me, but this was still fucking funny. p.s. IT LIVES AGAIN! Comments: 14 burn

[11 Nov 2003|12:23pm] I get tons of random messages in Yahoo, and I always try to answer something witty to them before blocking them, just for fun. Because I'm bored now, I will copypaste some of the logs for shits and giggles. I'm "dreamchord" in these, of course. ( ASL PIX? ) Comments: 8 burn

[10 Nov 2003|10:19pm] A small human only pretended to die It wanted to be completely alone The small heart stood still for hours So they decided it was dead It was buried in wet sand With a music box in its hand The first snow covered the grave It woke the child very softly In a cold winter night The small heart was awakened As the frost flew into the child It wound up the music box A melody in the wind And the child sang from the ground Hop hop rider! And no angel shall climb down My heart does not beat anymore Only the rain cries on the grave Hop hop rider! A melody in the wind My heart does not beat anymore (Rammstein: Spieluhr) Comments: 2 burn

[10 Nov 2003|02:09pm] Thanks for the comments on my previous post, and because I am lazy, I'll answer collectively - I found an alternative hosting plan for my domain by my host. It is just 36 euros a year, domain name included, and should have perfectly enough space and bandwith for my art portfolio. None of the side projects I've had will return because I want to focus what I have now. I am 99% sure that I will register stolen wings with that lighter plan this December. Thank you Emaleth for hosting me, you were the BEST hostess one could ask for, but own space is own space (no more feeling guilty using Emaleth's space, hehe!). I was wondering if I could keep my fragilemuse e-mail though? All the e-mails I've had at stolen-wings keep ending up in spam lists and I'm afraid my web host has something to do with that :( Right now I'm trying if I could move the layout from my current site to stolen wings with fixing. When this is ready, I will contact list, webring and such owners. Well actually it is just one person, Laura [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<lj-user="gymnopedie">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Thanks for the comments on my previous post, and because I am lazy, I'll answer collectively - I found an alternative hosting plan for my domain by my host. It is just 36 euros a year, domain name included, and should have perfectly enough space and bandwith for my art portfolio. None of the side projects I've had will return because I want to focus what I have now. I am 99% sure that I will register stolen wings with that lighter plan this December. Thank you Emaleth for hosting me, you were the BEST hostess one could ask for, but own space is own space (no more feeling guilty using Emaleth's space, hehe!). I was wondering if I could keep my fragilemuse e-mail though? All the e-mails I've had at stolen-wings keep ending up in spam lists and I'm afraid my web host has something to do with that :( Right now I'm trying if I could move the layout from my current site to stolen wings with fixing. When this is ready, I will contact list, webring and such owners. Well actually it is just one person, Laura <lj-user="gymnopedie"> hehe. I'll have to make you a post with all the changed info and urls and such. *memo to self* And my links need lots of reworking! Comments: 2 burn

[09 Nov 2003|07:33pm] I got a strange ache to register stolen-wings.org for the next year too and return all my art there - I gave it up because I thought I simply would have no money or time because of my teeth problems. But now as I've been told I'll get the expensive bridges and crowns for free, I think I just might...heh. I love it with fragilemuse.org, but with own domain I could make those damn tutorials and add some Photoshop brushes...hmmm...I have until 17th of December to decide. Should I? :) Comments: 4 burn

[06 Nov 2003|09:48pm] Guess what is back? It is, of course, STUPID LOTR FANFIC TITLES with wannabe witty comments by yours truly. Hold on to your hats as I'll browse r-rated section of Fanfiction.net and dig up some gems that would make J.R.R.Tolkine roll in his coffin. ( I am easily amused ) Comments: 4 burn

[06 Nov 2003|09:25pm] This interests nobody and no one, but as I am so totally hooked on Golden Sun 2, I'll rejoice also here for doing through the most irritating cavern thingy ever, and without the walkthrough even. Well, my brother helped, although he kept nagging ang nagging that I use djinns all the time. But like I told him, using djinns allows you to summon some really tough guys and cast some special spells and unlike when you would normally use psyenergy and lose PPs, it won't happen with djinns. Besides, those adorable little creatures recover really fast. Okay, nobody understands what I am talking about, so I'll shut up and go play some more, hehe. Why those damn Japanese people have to make so great roleplaying games? I swear, I rarely played any roleplaying games on our computer, such as Baldur's Gate, but this Golden Sun has lured me to spend ours with our GBA. Must be because the anime characters are so omg kawaii cuteeeeeeeee ^_^ ^_^;; Comments: 2 burn

[05 Nov 2003|10:07pm] the things you wish you could say at work ;) ( funny ahead ) Comments: 2 burn

[05 Nov 2003|02:36pm] I wonder why people think that just because I am underweight, it is a perfect reason to make stupid comments about my weight. "Oh my, you're so thin! Eeeek! You look like starving! Don't you EAT?" Imagine if I went around telling people: "Oh my, aren't you a fat one? Eeeek! You look like you eat ten meals a day! Don't you STOP EATING?" Why can't you just mind your own damn business? And yes, I eat. I just have a fast metabolism, no need to worry. Besides, it is not polite to call people "anorectic" when they are not. Anorexia is a damn mental sickness, not something to describe a thinner person. And actually, I am sorry and this sounds selfish, but I am happy to be thin and small. Yes I do, I'm proud of being thin. And now let's all go eating. I have a plate full of French fries ;) Comments: 8 burn

[04 Nov 2003|09:03am] Livejournal is all wonky today, hmph hmph. Comments: burn

self analysis boredom [01 Nov 2003|09:52pm] ( Lj-cutted for your pleasure. ) Comments: burn

[31 Oct 2003|08:31pm] The Potion Maker elinanium is a translucent, fine white powder drawn from the root of a morning glory. Mix with elina! Username: Yet another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern yep, that's all for now. Comments: 2 burn

[30 Oct 2003|01:07pm] [ music | juno reactor - swamp thing ] Browsing through SpyAmp servers, I can't help but wonder how much pure shit people listen to these days. As I couldn't care less about MTV "shake that booty babe yo yo"-ganstarap, pop princesses or princes, teenageansgtwannabepunk or for christ's sake, Ace of Base (who the hell STILL listens to them?), it is always hard to find at least something to listen that won't make me want to stick a fork in my ear. Ahhh...there is this one cool guy who listens to Delerium and classical music and just, ummm, strange but oh-so-cool stuff. He's my saviour. I really must ICQ him and tell him that the quality of his musical taste stands out, teehee. Okay, I found some Juno Reactor, so I have something now. Bam bam bong bong bam bam boink. Comments: 1 burn

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